not good enough and probably will never be. Don't wanna fight anymore knowing what things will become but i don't wanna admit my incompetentcy either. Can't even tell you cause you will always be able to back yourself up and you'll never get it since you got it all in the first place. So tired of trying to keep up sometimes. So tired of comparing. Maybe one day i'll leave all these behind.
Keep holding on?
Keep holding on?
- Mood:
drained
My hair isnt growing!!! Why! And it's at the mega weird stage where it just annoys the neck like hell. Someone comment and tell me what foods i could eat to make it grow?
ANYWAY!!! We're at the end of January! I hope 2010 has been well! Lets review my resolutions ( This yr I'm really bent on keeping them )
- EXCERCISE. Which was also one of my resolutions last year but I have a lazy nature. Thats just an excuse - er, I've been dancing I guess and I cycled like twice? Okay quite fail. Sigh.
- Lose if not stop gaining weight. Because if I grow any larger they will not allow me to dance/ will not be able to fit into any leotard or costume. - I lost a few grams ha ha ha. But I havent been finishing my food for the past month. We all hate a sucky appetite,
- Study real hard. Thats if God decides to put me through college. Cause in 2011 I'm going to.. HE HE HE. READ CATTACKED IN 2011. - Nothing to study for yet! But I think I screwed the ELL selection test. ):
- Eat less/ no fast food. - Less yes maybe?
- Stop buying sweaters!!! Which I alrdy broke btw. I have nothing but sweaters omg. - Broke it, twice. ):
- Stop arguing with my parents which is ttly not me but ok they know best so this yr I'm gonna be a good daughter. - HEEE KEPT THIS ONE!
- Dont spend unnec money. Because times are hard and I need to help my parents. - mm. Sigh.
- Be nice to strangers, it's rlly not that i stare.. I just dont have sufficient control over my eyes. - I tried to be really nice/ not shoot out bitchy stares which i cannot control in CJ. Its alwyas good to try.
- Stop waging wars in my own head. K you wont get this. - FAIL.
- Make myself useful/ stop cutting my own options. - IDK la. ):
( Sometimes it's hard to live with optimism )
URGH TAN JIAHUI WHR ARE YOU!!! Miss you like god knows what.
But I will survive! The next two years and the rest of my life. Live so fully, that nothing anyone does or say can put me. " I will hold on to the substance of truth and find my way always with the right course. " - ARITS. NOW IS THE TIME SUMTER SPURTS OUT... " HWAITING! "
Love, Marie.
- Mood:
crappy - Music:We fell in love - Kwon and Gain
Friday night! Cycling with my fav ninesome peeps. East Coast!!! Met with crisis after crisis! Tommy got stuck in the tree and we had to throw our slippers up to save him. Nut's shoe got stuck in the tree. Jocel's bike went haywire. We shouted/ sang our way back to the rental shop and caused a scene. But we didnt really care hahaha. Met up with rach jat luke meishi shal eman ang. Went to rachael's for drinks. Turned really white. Bad bad circulation! Shal's itchy scalp, jat knocking out, ang laughing like god-knows-what, the things people do when they're high is a really funny sight. And circle of death, hahaha pantyliner brands okkkkk inside joke. Orientation the next day was okk we didnt pull people fr other booths this yr. Didnt dare go overboard cause technically we're not in sch anymore? Hahaha yeah went home and dropped dead.
Siren mtg on sunday. I guess I could say things are falling into place? IDK. but prac tmrw!!! Super happy. But Dad's boot camp soon too. I'm so dead. Then school's starting, which i'm quite excited about cause then i'll be doing useful things and not lazing arnd everyday. But sch with boys noooo. I know i sound like some five yr old but not used to it. Been in ij all my life yall. :////
Jolly good time with Jocel today. Told her everything and i feel so much better. Love your friends yall. They'll forgive you no matter what, listen to your problems and eat good food with you.
Dad's again not keen on my camera. SEE I TOLD YOU. Always like that %@!#%
- Mood:
chipper
Shall add on one more resolution: Use the computer less. My eyesight is getting worse and I can sense it! I'm scared. ):
Instead of moping about results and crying at home. I've been going out and having fun everyday. This is what it should be before school starts. (: Double biking at Pasir Ris was THE BEST. I never felt like that in so long. It felt so good. Screaming, passing the camera, not going in a straight line, calling every golden retriever we saw JOLIEEE!!! pissing Ange, Sue and Joce when Nat, samm and I just fangirled, screaming whilst going up slope, screaming whilst going down slope, climbing ropes, sliding on super un-slippery slides, playing on new-age merry go rounds, swinging on the swings, and splendid teochew porridge. Life takes so much, but gives you back so much more.
All that adventure made me think a lot about 4/4, the times we had during class chalet were so good. Studying in the middle of the night because of stupid prac! And screwing everything up anyway, we journeyed so much!! ): I really dont wanna leave IJ. But since I have to and deadline is tmw.. I think I've decided. I don't exactly know what the others are doing but I'm going ahead anw. Dont know if its the right choice, but i don't really want to put myself through all the thinking again.
( Just thinking. )
I think I'll do the JAE thing tmw. I'm gonna go read and sleep now. Everyone! Live life, eat good food, be happy, and be careful what you wish for.
P.S. : guess who inspires me? JAYYY ILY! <3
And LOL I love these. Just for laughs okay? :D
- Mood:
tired
( Ever felt this way? )
Please make wise choices, be happy and never give up. Whats a piece of paper with an l1r5 compared to the life ahead of you?
- Mood:
blank - Music:Tik Tok - 2PM
Supposed to celebrate Jia's birthday today at Sue's over steamboat. But the poor girl was running a fever so we didnt head down to Marina in the end. Still celebrated though, NINESOME DAY! Yes we celebrate it every month. It's like when Jerume has one of his chuuka parties. :D Menu for tonight was Herbal Chicken Soup. Nut and I have got to be the best chefs in town. Totally clueless when we began but as the broth simmered all was good. :D Turned out a little too salty in my opinion but the rest liked it so what eff!!! My taste buds are weird anyway. Sue and Nat cooked Luncheon Meat Omelette, which was a little messy in the beginning too but we still swooped it all up. And for the birthday cake.. We prepared Huat Kueh! Hahaha! Okay this was when we didnt know Jia wasnt coming yet. And they were so pretty! Okay I dont have pictures to show you but they were the prettiest Huat Kuehs in the world. To my dismay.. Sue and Nat dont know what Huat kuehs are. CALL YOURSELF A CHINESE. CNY YOU BETTER BANN YOURSELF FR TAKING RED PACKETS!!!
Huat Kueh; noun. Traditional chinese cake made of flour, butter, egg and water. Unlike western cupcakes they are steamed and not baked. Can be used for offerings during traditional chinese festivals.
Fine, not the best explanation in the world but enough for you to understand! Please know your roots people!!! Watched Enchanted over dinner and I still love the soundtrack! Kept singing along, they mustve wanted me to STFU but they didnt say it. Tried to light the candles and get all romantic with the Huat kueh but there was no workable lighter. Thats for poor planning, guys. So we sang/ said a really sad Huat song and got on to eating it. Lazed around and I came home to an angry Dad. He prolly just had a bad day.
Spoke to Sampan on FB chat just now. She asked me for links to scholarships for photography courses. Unfortunately.. they're in Mr Dell and he's got an almost terminal disease.. So I just helped her to Google more again. Sigh. Made me have hope again. Shouldn't be thinking so much since results are just on Monday right? But i couldn't help but get tempted. It's not feasible, won't earn you much money, Dad regretted venturing into it, takes a long time to master, expensive occupation, I've heard practically everything about why you shouldn't venture into arts. But sigh arts, be it photography, dance, singing, english, lit is the only thing I've actually taken into serious consideration. But all I get is people dissing me. The worse part is I ttly understand why they feel this way. In other word.. Idk what i want.
K, the only thing science related that I've wanted to do is veterinary. Which judging by my Bio grades... HAHAHA. For a while I wanted to go into Cardiology. Then reality struck and byebye. I'm gonna miss Jiaher a lot when she's gone, but I'm kinda happy she found where she wanted to go. I mean no one can really be sure if thats what they want right. But at least she's got the frickin guts to do whatever she thinks will make her happy. You go girl! We'll always be waiting for you to come back in your white coat, all ready to treat the sick in our dance studio. ( Just like we used to say, remember? )
There are one thousand things on my mind right now.
- Results. Yes. F results. F results because results are on Monday. F results because it's making me so scared. F it because maybe what we've worked for these four years just backfired. F it because I might not promote. Urgh jitters.
- You. Because I fear that one night you'd just choose to take the plunge again. You never showed us any mercy. You never showed yourself any mercy. And you probably won't believe me if I told you up till now I still trust you.
- You. For not being able to help you feel better, ease your burden, but instead keep increasing it.
- Deaths. My distant uncle just passed on after having a mild stroke.. We were never close but I think I remember him. People always go.
- The fact that I am school-less and no longer in IJ. I think I will whine about this till the day I die.
- F jealousy
THANK YOU KPOP FOR KEEPING ME GOING. <3
I'm very oddly.. not down or anything. My brain's just very busy. Sigh. We all go through this phase of our lives don't we. Decisions, parents, school, friends, life. Wha, why is this so long?! I can keep blabbering on but I will not! :D
Keep safe everyone! You have homes to return to. :)
P.S. Wearing the new pair of specs I got a long time ago. But didnt wear cause it was too giddy! and now it's still too giddy. I feel like a geek.
- Mood:
dorky - Music:Saying I love You - Wonder Girls
- EXCERCISE. Which was also one of my resolutions last year but I have a lazy nature. Thats just an excuse.
- Lose if not stop gaining weight. Because if I grow any larger they will not allow me to dance/ will not be able to fit into any leotard or costume.
- Study real hard. Thats if God decides to put me through college. Cause in 2011 I'm going to.. HE HE HE. READ CATTACKED IN 2011.
- Eat less/ no fast food.
- Stop buying sweaters!!! Which I alrdy broke btw. I have nothing but sweaters omg.
- Stop arguing with my parents which is ttly not me but ok they know best so this yr I'm gonna be a good daughter.
- Dont spend unnec money. Because times are hard and I need to help my parents.
- Be nice to strangers, it's rlly not that i stare.. I just dont have sufficient control over my eyes.
- Stop waging wars in my own head. K you wont get this.
- Make myself useful/ stop cutting my own options.
Results on Monday. Did I tell you I have this ominous feeling I'll do rlly badly because i practically screwed everything up? I never felt like that before!!! Yeah shldve studied harder bla bla bla, but too late right? Omg college please take me if not my dreams will be shattered and I wont even have an O lvl cert. ): So. bloody. scared.
Have a good wkend ahead! Nothing beats rest right? ( I've been doing nothing but rest, sian. )
- Mood: chipper
- Music:Jojo - SHINee
I found..
- Tonnes of letters. ( Jiahui, Sampan and Joce in the lead!! )
- Christmas cards! I found one from Godma which is far away in Perth I havent seen her in ages. ):
- Photos!! So many CR ones, IMY YOU VIWOT AND PICHAYU!
- PSLE Entry proof. LOL! and also my cert which wasnt very good.
- So many primary school diaries. We used to have story telling reflections. "Tim should not have lied to the old man and he was punished in the end. Here we learn that honesty is the best policy" HAHA, weird phrasing and a very corny catch phrase.
- Very old scores. I tried to sing them again, but my phlegm-clogged throat didnt allow it. and I forgot so many! ):
- Sec 3 adv camp reflection book! Okay thanks IJ for always forcing us to write those dreaded reflections.. they were so nice and nostalgic to read! :D
- Okay and a lot more things but I'm lazy to recall.
Okay wishlist which like
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firefair says; No intention of fufilling it but I'll type it to make myself happy.- Yellow clownfish which I have decided to name Yeaaamo.
- White Samoyed puppy okay havent thought of a name.
- iPhone!!! Cause my ipod's dying and so is my phone.. but I rlly hate touch screen keypads. So this'll probably go away soon. Hahah.
- Sephora make up kit. Because it looks so pro and has so many colours for so cheap! But i dont even like wearing make up so.. hahaha!
- Nikon D90/ Olympus P1/ Canon E50D
- Red Vans
- 13 inch Macbook pro So small and nice yay.
- Tiger lilies ( hee hee ! )
- Blue wallet. K why blue IDK I never ever liked blue. Hahaha.
- Threadless tee, which i have bookmarked since eons ago.
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Mystery - Beast
2009 was O fricking levels. I'm just glad I got through it, as for results well I'll leave that to God. I guess he has his plans. Pointless worrying over it right? But the whole process was so nice. (: Sitting at the back of the class with Leah, Pearls, Meishi, Cat, Max, and Agnes. Eating all day and fussing over genetics and what not. Trying to remember tRNA, mRNA, omg I cant even remember those anymore. And forever stealing sweets to stay awake during lit, complaining that Mrs Low never sees me raise my hand and how she's just oblivious to my class participation, Pearls totally not taking any pity on me etc, etc. I love IJ. ( AND OMG SOCCER DAYS HEE HEE I LOVE YOU 4/4 )
2009 - Jay left. I'm unable to express my sadness for Leadja. Come back soon okay? Your boys and ME!!! need you.
2009 was Celestial, and GOLD WITH HONOURS. It still remains surreal to me till this day. I dont know why. But we did it guys! All 17 of us. TOGETHER! :)
2009 was the year I grew a lot stronger. I'm glad I'm able to take things in my stride better now. I just hope I dont die out one day, and be immune to whatever shit that happens. Cause then I'll be soul-ess, like 2pm without Jay ( yknw in heatbeat when they're like zombies. HAHAHA ).
TO A MORE THAN WONDERFUL 2010, fighting!!! ~ ^^
- Mood:
calm
Do you remember where you first saw the person who currently has your heart? No one has it. ^^
Did you ever think that if you held on, someone you liked would eventually like you back? No.. it does not work like that dodo.
What's the longest you've ever waited for someone in one place for? Did they ever come? One hour plus? Yessss thanks joce. Hahaha
Did you ever think that things would be better if you were dead? Practically everyday
Are you the type of person who pretend they're alright, when they're not? Everyone does that
Do you have trouble putting words together or telling people how you feel? No, but i dont have the habit of doing so.
Did you ever try to change someone? Yes but it didnt work so i gave up.
If someone doesn't pick up their phone, do you keep calling immediately or just wait a while? Depends on the urgency
Have you ever sent someone an apology through the mail? no
Did you ever shut a door on someone's hand? Has a door ever been shut on your hand? Some stranger, but he was so nice abt it! And no, no one slams doors on me.
Have you ever been heartbroken? Did it feel like someone stabbed you in the heart? Hell yeah.
Have you ever been so attached to someone that it didn't matter if they hurt you, you just needed/wanted to be with them? IDK
Did someone ever flat out tell you why they don't want to be with you or why you're wrong for each other? Never rlly wanted to be with someone so bad.
Do you or do you know someone that drinks to get rid of their pain? Yes
Do you have trouble saying goodbyes? Yes
Do you often feel invisible? Who makes you feel that way? Often no, but yes i do.
Are you afraid of heights? I live on the 38th floor.
Do you follow your heart? Sometimes.
What's the longest you've ever stayed up? Not sleeping at all?
Have you ever had trouble sleeping because your significant other was not with you? I dont have a significant other. & thats being obsessive. ha ha ha
Do you usually stay in touch when someone moves away or leaves? Depends on who.
Who makes you smile the most? Grandma, bestfriend, Ninesome, KPOP. K thats not really the most but they all do. ^^
If you had the chance, would you go back in time and change things? YES. what kind of question is this.
Have you ever wanted to stop time? YES
Did you ever think that if you held on, someone you liked would eventually like you back? No.. it does not work like that dodo.
What's the longest you've ever waited for someone in one place for? Did they ever come? One hour plus? Yessss thanks joce. Hahaha
Did you ever think that things would be better if you were dead? Practically everyday
Are you the type of person who pretend they're alright, when they're not? Everyone does that
Do you have trouble putting words together or telling people how you feel? No, but i dont have the habit of doing so.
Did you ever try to change someone? Yes but it didnt work so i gave up.
If someone doesn't pick up their phone, do you keep calling immediately or just wait a while? Depends on the urgency
Have you ever sent someone an apology through the mail? no
Did you ever shut a door on someone's hand? Has a door ever been shut on your hand? Some stranger, but he was so nice abt it! And no, no one slams doors on me.
Have you ever been heartbroken? Did it feel like someone stabbed you in the heart? Hell yeah.
Have you ever been so attached to someone that it didn't matter if they hurt you, you just needed/wanted to be with them? IDK
Did someone ever flat out tell you why they don't want to be with you or why you're wrong for each other? Never rlly wanted to be with someone so bad.
Do you or do you know someone that drinks to get rid of their pain? Yes
Do you have trouble saying goodbyes? Yes
Do you often feel invisible? Who makes you feel that way? Often no, but yes i do.
Are you afraid of heights? I live on the 38th floor.
Do you follow your heart? Sometimes.
What's the longest you've ever stayed up? Not sleeping at all?
Have you ever had trouble sleeping because your significant other was not with you? I dont have a significant other. & thats being obsessive. ha ha ha
Do you usually stay in touch when someone moves away or leaves? Depends on who.
Who makes you smile the most? Grandma, bestfriend, Ninesome, KPOP. K thats not really the most but they all do. ^^
If you had the chance, would you go back in time and change things? YES. what kind of question is this.
Have you ever wanted to stop time? YES
- Mood:
blah
iamoxymoron 's post on 4th December I too, got to some thinking.This yr I, took life less seriously. So much to cry about, complain about, worry about there isnt ever an end to it. I guess I learned that the imperfections of life makes you grow, makes you more afraid but more resillient. I cry less easily now, at sappy movies, at sappy korean dramas, at whatever comes my way. I think less about dieting, things I eat, the clothes I am able to fit into. I gained a whole lot of weight, though I still monitor my weight, but it bugs me less. I envy the skinny and the beautiful but I'm no longer jealous. I'm less interested in dressing up, I still like pretty clothes and pretty bags, but I dont sulk at not having them. Still like fashion, still like to sew, still like to fangirl, still dream about being a singer, still want to be a dancer, still want to open the studio, still want to go to Japan, still want to marry Jaebum, still feel pain, still whine, still cling on to my friends, still love, still wants to be loved.
Basically slopped through this year, didnt do much, didnt accomplish much, caused a little trouble here and there, scraped through Os, cried while studying, cried over SYF, cried over family, cried over myself, but survived. I guess I liked how this yr went.
This got too serious. ha ha ha
HI GUYS I LUV THE YOURE BEAUTIFUL OST!!! Here's the picture that made my day, I hope it'll make you happy too! But no, considering how many anti kpop people there are. IDK WHYYY!!!
This is what it shld be, comeback Jayy!
- Mood: blank
- Music:Youre beautiful OST
Xmas in 24 days! Wheee, I'm so not done with presents. Job not starting, no money for xmas, no money for CR, no money to buy nice cloth and sequins at the new shop in CHINATOWN!!! Hahah I know the place besttttt. I want to travel so bad! Everyone's going on holidays, but i'll be stuck here in sunny sg complaining abt money. Hahahaha, the root of all evil ( misery ).
Ew, Taec's Sahsaeng fan wrote him letter with her period blood and a sprinkle of pubic hairrr. Poor taec he must feel so traumatized. Times like this he needs sane Hottest fans like Jessica, Jia and I to take some action. Dreaming again. Anw it made me LOL so bad last night i almost woke the whole neighbourhood up. And! i dont see why she wouldve thought he'd want a look of her blood and pubic hair, yuck. I dont even.. NEVERMIND.
I'm starving.
- Mood:
lazy
Short hair is really hard to manage esp when it's longer than pixie short. It tickles your neck like 24/7. Gonna trim it! For 2.90 only!!!! Hee Heee. Oh right, I think Jia's gonna get me a job!!! At cocoa trees I think. Which is rlly goood! Then I wouldnt have to wake up early for the job at meridian. Got another job offer at the zoo too! Rlly want that one. But no news yet so.. I guess not? Ahhh, poor blokes like me need to work. I swear I'm not complaining!!!! I wonder who reads this. Feel like shutting it down alrdy. The hols are sooo boring,
ANYONE SELLING A SECONDHAND KEYBOARD? ( for a reasonable price pleasee! ) I wanna discover the hidden talent that my parents buried. HAHAHHA. I joke all day all night. No.. I just want to try out a musical instrument. HA. HA. HA. Some thing besides the recorder.
Okay i'll spare invisible reader's agony and stop typing now. I wanna leave the house nowwww.
- Mood:
cranky
SHACK is what i feel.
An ability to block out unwanted sights and sounds is the most useful tool that'll get you through life. Meanwhile I'm loving the way things are going!!! BFF time, Ninesome time, and of course fangirling time. Rlly need to get a job, instead of rotting at home and spending money like a useless priss. Babbling again!
1:59 PM ( it's rlly 1:59, not for dramatic effect okaaaayyy)
After staring their activities as a 6 membered group, it has been revealed that 2PM's leader Park Jaebum also participated in their comeback through an international phone call. Before they prepared to get on stage on KBS Music Bank, 2PM gave a phone call to Park Jaebum in Seattle and gave a promise to show their best stage along with their famous greeting.
Group singers usually have their own greeting and words of encouragement before a stage. For 2PM, it began with the leader's "What time is it now?" followed by the rest of the members' "It's 2PM!" greeting.
But the leader was not present for the day of their comeback. Through Wooyoung's cell phone, 2PM was able to call Jaebum in America and conversed through the speaker phone.
Through the phone, Jaebum shouted "What time is it now?" and 2PM shouted back "2PM." The staff and other singers watching them in the waiting room gave a round of applause at the scene. A representative of JYPE stated "It was a very tearful scene for everyone in the room. 2PM must go on leaving the empty space for their leader and have even withdrawn from variety shows."
Its even rumoured that Chan couldnt stop crying and Wooyoung refused to hang up. ): ): ): How are you doing taecyyy baby? Your bff's so far awayyyyyyy.
Okay I'm going back to my sappy drama serials. Kudos! to the couch potato.
P.S, will be back with a proper post. And pictures too.. from whoever's fb or smth. Technology. Sighhhhhhhh.
- Mood: blah
Highlights!
- MOE WPS performance!!! I did okay, crashed with Estelle but it's okay I think I tried my best
- Prelims were okaaaaaaaay, i think i couldve did better but oh well I'll work harder for Os
- Movie marathon at Ange's. Whooooooo I still feel haunted by derailed
- WWW!!! Super soaking fun with Ange, Joce and Su!!! It was pretty empty cept for some irritating army boys urgh
- The Next Wave at NUS!!! Splendid, very inspiring
- I even met Al and Val that day, felt so unreal. :/
- Weekly sat studying with Jia has been going on for the longest time, I think it has been productive! Hwaiting!
- Went shopping today, bought shorts and shirts. Very happy
- Didnt study for three days, i think I lost the momentum
- I rlly hope Jay comes back, I dont think I've hoped so much in my life.
Retreat on friday was baaaaaaad, farewell mass on monday, grad ceremony on Fri, School's out on the 15th. I dont think I'm strong enough to leave IJ yet. Please let me stay. ):
Wont be back till after Os, I might post with my phone if I get bored, but if not, no. Everyone please pray for Jay, he has 1200 letters to read!!!
K 930 mass tmrw! I gotta go to bed.
- Mood: bouncy
- Music:My ear's candy - taecy-baby
PARK JAEBEOM FIGHTING
PLEASE BE BACK SOON 2PM IS NOTHING WITHOUT THEIR LEADJA
PLEASE BE BACK SOON 2PM IS NOTHING WITHOUT THEIR LEADJA
P/S : They photoshopped Jae out of the dream concert poster. WTH!
Eek, i know how much this place needs a makeover. PRELIMS SUCK. I need to be in Seattle with Jay now!
Eek, i know how much this place needs a makeover. PRELIMS SUCK. I need to be in Seattle with Jay now!
- Mood:
jay-sick - Music:Jay Park Jaebeom - Billy Jean
- Mood:
crazy
Random thought, why do people always hurt the people who love them? I beginning to believe that it is possible to be immune to hurt.
Joy, Rachael, Mars and Ashley
Happy extremely belated confirmation!!!
Btw, it has been an extreme overload of birthdays lately. If you know me you'd know I'm bad at dates, and I dont have a habit of wishing birthday babies (which is bad. )
20 July - Marie Chua which i havent spoke to/ seen in 100 years
21 July - Bernice Wang! ( yay we reconcilled)
22 July - Alyssa / Buns <33
23 July - Keely!
24 July - Pearly saves the world with her daily broadcast of her business prospects
Then.. I can't remember anymore.
OF COURSE, there's dear Natalie's this first. :)
If you're reading this, I MISS YOU MISS LIAU! And I doubt I can go for your sch's carnival. OH WELL.
Today was lotsa laughter with the childhood playmate of mine, we didnt study at all!
Isnt the image colour so pretty! I was playing with Picnik! I dont know how it happened. I believe i look slightly demented in the first picture, but pardon me i didnt mean to scare the children. I just had fun with those marshmellows. Look at the pretty lady on my right instead. :D
I should act like I have a test tmrw. I should start spelling tmrw out cause i spelt in wrongly in my previous essay. T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W.
Btw, RIP Merce Cunningham. You were a legend. :)
okay i'll be back during the wkend to post some selfpotraits i took eons ago.
sayonara! ^^
- Mood: drained
- Music:I hate you - 2 pm
RACIAL HARMONY DAY! Last one in IJ.
The school as it is every year, got us to wear our ethnic costumes to school. & ever since the Little Nonya, everyone's crazy about kebaya! It's just about the most beautiful ethinic costumes ever!! Okay so here we are attempting to be dainty Yueniangs. So I borrowed my sister's kebaya and had trouble walking the whole friggin day but it was worthwhile. (: Btw, it's been a long time since I played it up for a school event!
We were monkeying around as usual, before we all changed out for structured revision which only ended at 415. It's a dread! It is also the most humid time of the day so I am extra fidgetty and irritated. 
Aggie said she was wearing her Grandma's kebaya. Doesnt she look beautiful? 3 cheers for local customs!
OMG OMG OMG KIM SO EUN AND KIM SANG BUM ARE DATING YAY X10000. I shld stop fangirling like seriously argh.
Anyway I screwed up my Listening Comprehension today. I'm extremely sad. I think. I will be better, soon. My sister's mac book and my other sister's iPhone came today. They were playing and fiddling with them. I was reading To Kill a Mocking Bird. Do you feel me?
Everyone, I mean everyone should take a look at Fashion Hayley. She's such a fun person she makes me feel like moving to the US.
Bye.
P.S. : Dont think i'd be back in here till the wkend! I feel my 3 digit L1R5 overpowering me.
- Mood:
hungry - Music:gara gara go - big bang
Hi, new layout. I was lazy to do the editing so there you have it, just plain and simple.
Celestial pictures were sent out on Tuesday !!! Yeah so I had some fun on Picnik.com softened it a lil, hopefull it does do justice to the dance a little smokier? / More ' fairy like ' / celestial? So there it is, all of us completing our attitude turns. So after seeing all the pictures i realised my tendency to up my shoulders. As it is my neck is short enough.
I really need my own camera, if not a slr then at least a compact one. My sister hogs the family camera and I hate my mobile one so I go pictureless half the time, annoyingg!!!! So I've been studying well, I think? But sleeping twice the amount, eating furiously, reading, and drawing castles. I will scan some in soon. :D
My best fr and I have been should I say, gallavanting around the neighbourhood pretty much? Bottom line: we're not in the habit of going home straight. This results in intense guilt and additional cash expenditure, of which I would like to blame her for her ill influences on my appetite. My pocket is constantly on fire. Meanwhile we'll try to get the best grades to get into college just like everyone else, and I will go back to typing my Literature now.
I promise to update this space to "destress". Wtv stress there is..
P.S. : Extremely tempted to yank out the dress I was attempting during vacation last yr, it's collecting dust and the fabric's so pretty I rlly wanna wear it out. A . Dress. With. Sleeves. You cannot ask for more!!!
Celestial pictures were sent out on Tuesday !!! Yeah so I had some fun on Picnik.com softened it a lil, hopefull it does do justice to the dance a little smokier? / More ' fairy like ' / celestial? So there it is, all of us completing our attitude turns. So after seeing all the pictures i realised my tendency to up my shoulders. As it is my neck is short enough.
I really need my own camera, if not a slr then at least a compact one. My sister hogs the family camera and I hate my mobile one so I go pictureless half the time, annoyingg!!!! So I've been studying well, I think? But sleeping twice the amount, eating furiously, reading, and drawing castles. I will scan some in soon. :D
My best fr and I have been should I say, gallavanting around the neighbourhood pretty much? Bottom line: we're not in the habit of going home straight. This results in intense guilt and additional cash expenditure, of which I would like to blame her for her ill influences on my appetite. My pocket is constantly on fire. Meanwhile we'll try to get the best grades to get into college just like everyone else, and I will go back to typing my Literature now.
I promise to update this space to "destress". Wtv stress there is..
P.S. : Extremely tempted to yank out the dress I was attempting during vacation last yr, it's collecting dust and the fabric's so pretty I rlly wanna wear it out. A . Dress. With. Sleeves. You cannot ask for more!!!
- Mood: chipper
- Music:She's electric - Oasis
