SHACK is what i feel.

An ability to block out unwanted sights and sounds is the most useful tool that'll get you through life. Meanwhile I'm loving the way things are going!!! BFF time, Ninesome time, and of course fangirling time. Rlly need to get a job, instead of rotting at home and spending money like a useless priss. Babbling again!

1:59 PM ( it's rlly 1:59, not for dramatic effect okaaaayyy)

After staring their activities as a 6 membered group, it has been revealed that 2PM's leader Park Jaebum also participated in their comeback through an international phone call. Before they prepared to get on stage on KBS Music Bank, 2PM gave a phone call to Park Jaebum in Seattle and gave a promise to show their best stage along with their famous greeting.

Group singers usually have their own greeting and words of encouragement before a stage. For 2PM, it began with the leader's "What time is it now?" followed by the rest of the members' "It's 2PM!" greeting.

But the leader was not present for the day of their comeback. Through Wooyoung's cell phone, 2PM was able to call Jaebum in America and conversed through the speaker phone.

Through the phone, Jaebum shouted "What time is it now?" and 2PM shouted back "2PM." The staff and other singers watching them in the waiting room gave a round of applause at the scene. A representative of JYPE stated "It was a very tearful scene for everyone in the room. 2PM must go on leaving the empty space for their leader and have even withdrawn from variety shows."

Its even rumoured that Chan couldnt stop crying and Wooyoung refused to hang up. ): ): ): How are you doing taecyyy baby? Your bff's so far awayyyyyyy.

Okay I'm going back to my sappy drama serials. Kudos! to the couch potato.

P.S, will be back with a proper post. And pictures too.. from whoever's fb or smth. Technology. Sighhhhhhhh.

• MOE WPS performance!!! I did okay, crashed with Estelle but it's okay I think I tried my best
• Prelims were okaaaaaaaay, i think i couldve did better but oh well I'll work harder for Os
• Movie marathon at Ange's. Whooooooo I still feel haunted by derailed
• WWW!!! Super soaking fun with Ange, Joce and Su!!! It was pretty empty cept for some irritating army boys urgh
• The Next Wave at NUS!!! Splendid, very inspiring
• I even met Al and Val that day, felt so unreal. :/
• Weekly sat studying with Jia has been going on for the longest time, I think it has been productive! Hwaiting!
• Went shopping today, bought shorts and shirts. Very happy
• Didnt study for three days, i think I lost the momentum
• I rlly hope Jay comes back, I dont think I've hoped so much in my life.

RACIAL HARMONY DAY! Last one in IJ.

The school as it is every year, got us to wear our ethnic costumes to school. & ever since the Little Nonya, everyone's crazy about kebaya! It's just about the most beautiful ethinic costumes ever!! Okay so here we are attempting to be dainty Yueniangs. So I borrowed my sister's kebaya and had trouble walking the whole friggin day but it was worthwhile. (: Btw, it's been a long time since I played it up for a school event!




We were monkeying around as usual, before we all changed out for structured revision which only ended at 415. It's a dread! It is also the most humid time of the day so I am extra fidgetty and irritated.


Aggie said she was wearing her Grandma's kebaya. Doesnt she look beautiful? 3 cheers for local customs!

OMG OMG OMG KIM SO EUN AND KIM SANG BUM ARE DATING YAY X10000. I shld stop fangirling like seriously argh.

Anyway I screwed up my Listening Comprehension today. I'm extremely sad. I think. I will be better, soon. My sister's mac book and my other sister's iPhone came today. They were playing and fiddling with them. I was reading To Kill a Mocking Bird. Do you feel me?

Everyone, I mean everyone should take a look at Fashion Hayley. She's such a fun person she makes me feel like moving to the US.

'I dont regret the painful times; I bear my scars as if they were medals. I know that freedom has a high price, as high as that of slavery; the only difference is that you pay with pleasure and a smile, even when the smile is dimmed with tears.' - The Zahir, Paulo Coelho.

I can read these pretty things all day and not have a single urge to study at all. Sigh.

One tiring week of school is O.V.E.R. Fine, it wasnt that bad but i guess i didnt take it very seriously. Whoo math tests and more math tests. I can only see Xes and Ys, alpha and beta, alkenes alkanes food webs and biomass. I think i kinda like this over powering study thing heee. Very fufilling! Esp the counting down to dance part. Since we're all in single file now.. it gives me a greater chance to dream the whole day away. Extremely unhealthy. I know. Sigh. I have no nice pictures, nice outfits or pretty models to show you today. Only a picture of two leos that amused me very much.

It's as though I'm not mungent. That was two yrs ago.

So how are you spending your long weekend? I plan to ease my guilt stricken self and study a bit more than I did yesterday, go to Kbox with my sister l8er, practice reading aloud to my reflection, and write about the greatest cause of the WW2 I believe that will be excting, don't you?

I srsly need clothes.

I'm going to study in five minutes.

SIGH, SG MUSIC BANK IS A MONTH SLOW.

If I ever go to Seoul, I must catch music bank and watch ss501, big bang, 2NE1, wondergirls, SHINee, dongbang, and all the wonderful asians live. :D

Paulo Coelho is beyond goodness.

Taemin is beyond cuteness.

Moths are beyond annoyance.

K bye i just wanted to type smth.

P.s. Everyone read The Zahir by Paulo Coelho pleaseeeeeeee.

Yes! A blast! Running from Haji Lane to town, Wisma to Taka whoo! I have no O lvls this yr hur hur hur.

We bought many pretty things today, cant believe Dad gave me his card! I must be pretty charismatic and influential when it comes to these.. I shouldve tried this earlier! Heee! K I'm kidding. I also caught Dance, Subaru on Monday and it was superdee duperdee great! So super inspiring her last dance made me cry. Sigh I wish I could dance like that. It's been ages since I danced or moved. That isnt counting Siren since we only had what.. 3 rehearsals? Sigh. I want to break free.

My mother thinks I'm fat. I dont know what I should do. I'm really upset this time. Sigh. She even put up a sign saying " Looking good! Run marie Run! " Though I dont know how I could be looking good when she's so pissed off at her daughter being fat. This is a bit amusing. Why is thy mother like this! I will run out of filial piety and insecurity tmrw... I really really want a SLR! You do not see my urgency. Sigh. I'm sighing a lot tonight. I'm also praying tonight that Lynette would call me up for a date to go play with the children at the YMCA . who cares if they're spoilt, I'm spoilt too anyway. I need some Daim candy. I think I need you to love me like you used to when we were good.

I think I'm on the verge of insanity. Every morning I get up at 730 but I laze my morning away at the hall with my door open and curse the old neighbour I have that smokes so bloody much. I think alchohol and cigar are the most expensive and unnecessary things in the world! Alchohol without fruity flavours isnt nice at all! What makes it nice is the fruit! Not the alchohol!!! The smell of it sucks too. (I meant both the cigar and the alchohol ) I should start a Drink Fruit Juice and Abolish Alchohol campaign. I did not wish for a riot. Please pardon me!! I would never pay to dance, esp in such constrained conditions. Hahaha! I'm such a contrary I think I'm being hated for typing this. Wooweee. 

Did you hear? Youre becoming the person you told me you were afraid of! Dramatic Irony.

Miss Deyn is advertising for Uniqlo! All hail the Asian label! :) :) :) :) :)

Bye. I hope I can come up with something genius tonight. Like how Marc Jacobs can, everynight.
 

Hi everyone. (: I had a good day today. I almost lost my phone though, so thats not good. But yay I found it! I was secretly thinking though, of actually losing it and making up and excuse to get an iPhone. Of how it's educational and stuff? Yeah. And mac's giving out a free iTouch for every notebook sold to a college kid! I guess I'm considered a college kid right? Hm. Maybe.

I've been sick for almost a week now. It's most probably thonsilitis. But what f, I'm too afraid to visit the doctors heeeee. So as a punishment I've been having close to 8 capsules everyday plus a bowl of grandma's remedy that tastes like sewage. The taste that lingers in my mouth ew ew ew. 

Today I :
Almost lost my phone ( k i said that alr )
Swooned over post its notebooks and novels at Kino. Yay X100
Made it home listening to my fav OST.

Very fufilling indeed.

Anw. I havent been studying! Which is bad btw. I promise myself one episode of We got Married everyweek. Hahah! I'm going too easy on myself. Ah well. I've been pretty bitchy these days as well. I admit it. I dont like it when I'm like that tho. Ah well. I miss Jenn, Samp, YM, and Jewel.

Ytd while I was on my forth quotation for Literature.. my computer died on me. I hung. I tried the almighty ctrl alt delete but it didnt work. Looks like I shouldnt have started. Meanwhile I continue to live in my fantasy with Lee Min Ho and Kim Hyun Joong. I stand my ground. Not planning to snap out of this. I'm pretty sick of all these talk about how useless and undriven/ how much we're not working hard enough. I dont suppose you know how hard it is. My stomach feels queasy as I'm typing this.

* Gulp. I look so bad.


We're so happy together. I miss yall a lot. But yay we're doing AYG togets!

 
# 1 Everyone looks so happy!!!! :D #2 Cheryl ( chews )

 
Btw, i miss this. :(

K bye I need to do geometrical proofs.

So amid the fluster flurry of school, syf, midyrs and stuff, I realised that there are a couple of things I'm not suprised I miss.


Clique 07'
Not all of you are here, but this picture's too funny i couldnt resist. I wont ask what happened to forevers but I know youre all doing fine and I'm glad things are that way. Afterall, its whats now that matters right?


Class Chalet 08'
FOUR FOUR KNOWS WHY.

Lynette Lee Xin Yi
Because your happiness rubs off everyone I wish you were with me everyday when I'm grumpy. It isnt that I dont like school, but that things are different without you. The one person that never ditched me but got dtiched by me so many times. I'm sorry. But youve been there for me through everything, and youve been the only one that has never got sick of me my nonsense and all my moodswings. Why does lao shi have to change our seats! ):

Maybe I'm right, and Ive always been right. Maybe there are no such things as forever. Youve proved it right once and I did want to trust you, someone, for once. but now youve proved this whole theory wrong. I dont know why you did it but i hope you dont take me as your play toy/ spare tyre cause unlike you, I saw smth different in this one something i perhaps thought you saw too. What happened to the second ' F ' in BFF?

It's funny the way the Earth rotates. The way people react, the way people smile, the way they cry, the way there watch this slip through their fingers without the strength to grasp it. I had a breakdown today, for the very reason I too dont know why. It's a scary way to let things out, if I was, according to Cheryl. But I sure thought I was out of my mind/ crazy/ mad/ had a suspected case of bipolar. But then I figured, no one cares anw right? Sure the other 16 people in the studio showed me concern but it's sad how genuine but surface concern can make one feel even more empty. I dont want concern if I know and can pre empt that all these concern will end in 5 days. I dont want concern if its concern about the noise pollution I am contributing to. I am not sad/ depressed/ emo/ whatever you call it. I just want to know why I broke down and why I can never understand myself the way you used to understand me. How i used to trust so much that come what may you'd always come my way. You didnt fail, it mustve been me.

But anyhow, thank you 16 of you, who have in one way or another touched my heart more than greatly. We all know how this is going to end, but we will keep hanging by the thread, the hope that forevers still happen, and by the fact that somehow God brought us through. 5 days, to save this dance/ to seize the day/ to the end of the best part of my secondary school life. Sigh.

Surely I am not sad, i just want to be whole you know? So I can charge on and kill the mighty O? I hope you know. Thank you a mighty much friends who've been the greatest company so far. Danceworks, SYF PRACTICES, Siren meetings, super sundays, and post training dinners, of course Mama who I havent seen for so long. ): And so namely, J, Siren, Trees, Cherx, SYF peeps, Nut, Jaime, Rash, Lyn, 4/4, Fam, and God.

MARIE WANTS TO GO SHOPPING! BUT DAMN PAYPAL DECIDES TO DIE ON ME!

Oh btw, I miss my long hair!

Attempts to look cross eyed. HAHAHA!

IT'S SATURDAY TODAY! MY FAVVVVVVVVVVV SERIAL YIPEE.

The hols are here! And i'm in no better mood now. (:

C. C. C. C. C. C. C. C. C.

I FEEL HIGHER THAN HEAVEN.